messed up

Verse 1) I keep fuckin’ up, and it tears me apart, Every time I hurt you, it breaks my heart. You stand by my side, even when I’m cold, But I’m trapped in this void, and it’s takin’ its toll. I see the pain in your eyes, I feel the weight, Every time I fail you, I seal my fate. You try to pull me out, but I can’t reach, Locked in this cage, where your love can’t breach. (Chorus) I’m lost in the darkness, but you’re my light, You keep fightin’ for me, while I lose the fight. I love you more than words can say, But I keep fuckin’ up every damn day. You think I’m distant, like I don’t care, But without you, I’d be gaspin’ for air. (Verse 2) I see the way you try to change my mind, Pullin’ me out of the chaos I hide behind. But I’m stuck in a loop, makin’ the same mistakes, Each one another crack in the love we create. You deserve better, I know it’s true, Yet every day, I fail to be there for you. It’s killin’ me inside, this guilt I hold, But I can’t break free from this fucked-up mold. (Chorus) I’m lost in the darkness, but you’re my light, You keep fightin’ for me, while I lose the fight. I love you more than words can say, But I keep fuckin’ up every damn day. You think I’m distant, like I don’t care, But without you, I’d be gaspin’ for air. (Bridge) I feel caged in, like I can’t reach your hand, Drownin’ in a void, I don’t understand. You’re my anchor, you’re my guide, But I’m locked in a battle, deep inside. Every day’s a war, and I feel the strain, But you’re still here, through the hurt and the pain. I don’t deserve the love you give, But without you, I don’t think I’d live. (Chorus) I’m lost in the darkness, but you’re my light, You keep fightin’ for me, while I lose the fight. I love you more than words can say, But I keep fuckin’ up every damn day. You think I’m distant, like I don’t care, But without you, I’d be gaspin’ for air. (Outro) I love you more with every breath I take, Even when I cause your heart to break. I wish I could fix this, I wish I could heal, But just know my love for you is fuckin’ real. You’re my reason, my hope, my only truth, I’m tryin’ to get out, so I can be there for you.