drama

CHORUS If you drag me from hell Would I still be Safe from myself? I can’t wash this blood off of my hands Even if you can Drag me from hell I won’t be safe from myself VERSE 1 Yea im scared of me I’ve been feeling like a funeral director with the feelings that I’m burying The more i make the more im spending on this therapy And I still make the same f’n mistakes its embarrassing Maybe this is all just a phase, maybe this is life Maybe i’m afraid if you see the real me, then you wont like it. Cuz any substance i’ve been using to escape the very thing thats also makin me fall apart but i still invite it I, seem to f everything up and even when i TRY It’s like ive been fighting against the current every TIME I Disconnect from MYSELF When did that boy inside his room become a ghost in a shell? CHORUS VERSE 2 Drag me out, but i dont think i’m escaping this Loneliness, has got me thinkin some crazy s* Actin proud, that poison is prolly killin slow, I am the enemy, origin story comin from a broken home Everyone leave me alone, Pressure got me on the edge, I’m bout to lose it again ALL THE MEDS, Got me in a f’n haze And hurtin anyone around me tryin to feel better, but cant break from this negative force, that i been holding since spending birthdays in the psychiatric clinics and tryin to blame myself for everything i couldn’t course correct Been torn to shreds and thought I’d fix it if I could get more success but know that I Seem to f everything up and even when I TRY It’s like I’m pretending im someone else but it’s a LIE and I don’t know what will help When did that but inside his room become a ghost in the shell?