unrequited love

From the moment we met, i felt delight, Days filled with joy, our friendship bright. Getting to know you, meeting up with you, Made me think this will end well, it’s true. I’ve been hurt many times, but you caused depression, It got me thinking, why was this my impression. Seeking for closure, enduring the desires, I’m swimming to the surface, but my breath expires Trying to progress in life, without any help, Put me against myself, i feel like im in hell. Love at first sight, that’s what they call it, I want to see you again, i cannot quit. In the end i was alone, lost in my thoughts, Searching for answers, deepening the cuts. Sinking deeper inside, my heart is aching, No one knowing that i am bleeding. Attempting to retry was not a choice, You weren’t seeking my voice, a silent noise. Yet i presisted, though it led to dismay, Yearning for your heart, drove us astray. Your impact on me was strong, i obeyed to the voices’ call, Changed myself much, hoping you’d accept it all. Just when i thought it’s over, i remembered you, Month’s passed by, unsure of what to do. So i said “one last time”, and i gave in, I had faith that this time, a new chapter may begin. You left me in doubt, feelings intertwined, I’m crying silently, my heart confined. In the end i was alone, lost in my thoughts, Searching for answers, deepening the cuts. Sinking deeper inside, my heart is aching, No one knowing that i am bleeding. I pondered why i messed up so much, Insisting, invading your space, i couldn’t get enough. But now i see why, and i regret it, I wish i could go back and change everything. I chased you away, wanting to fix what went wrong, You hurt me deeply, but i yearned for you all along. Why do i feel this way, you may ask, Being by your side no matter what comes next. I want to care for you, make our bond grow, Show you the person, you never got to know. But i’m the only one who feels this way, I’m left alone, with desires i can’t say. Even if that’s the case, i will never forget you, My heart is stolen, all i can say is “i love you”. In the end i was alone, lost in my thoughts, Searching for answers, deepening the cuts. Sinking deeper inside, my heart is aching, No one knowing that i am bleeding.